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about feelings / 17 March 2011

I want you back. when you say about our relationship that can no longer continue, I think you'll give me a chance? but it turns out you give your heart tosomeone else. I'm feeling at that time only pain andlosjbs. but I realize I'm actually more tired than you, butI forget about my boredom to you for the sake of love to you ....

This is honesty about my feelings with you....

I'm better than her. you should choose me. leave her forget her....

Vanessa Hudgens - Say OK

Ohhh
You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you if you're not looking for true love
Ohhh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

When it's not alright
When it's not ok


Will you try to make me feel better?

Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away)
Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)

Satu kali ajah gw ketemu !

Hari itu indah banget (: gw ketemu sama orang yang baru pertama kali gw ketemu,tapi bagi gw indah banget walaupun cuma sekali tapi gw harap dia masih inget gw AMIN.
Masih gak yah dia inget gw? Kayaknya gak mungkin deh ya allah pertemukan kembali dia dengan hamba ya allah AMIN!

Mimpi semalam :(

Tepat pukul 00.30 (lewat dikit lah) gw bangun sambil engos engosan di tambah lagi sekujur badan keringetan. Gw baru sadar ternyata gw mimpi ketemu papa :( gw sedih campur takut, karena tepatnya gw gak ketemu papa uda lama bgt di mimpi itu papa bilang : iyah papa udah balik lg ke dunia,papa minta maaf yah sayang kemaren papa bikin salah banyak ke kamu maaffin papa. Papa udah seneng ada di sini papa bahagia liat kamu dari jauh ..
(kira kira itulah yg papa bilang ke gw)
memang papa udah lama gak ada di samping gw lagi dan gw gak tau keberadaan papa,tapi gw cuma bisa berdoa untuk papa yang dulu mungkin sampai skrg sayang sama gw. Gw gak akan lupa sama kenangan gw sama papa dulu, dari mulai waktu kecil papa bawa aku pake motor ujan-ujannan terus aku megang ciki, pas di jalan plg ciki aku jatoh gara2 aku ke tiduran terus pas nyampe rumah aku nangis karena ciki aku gak ada, aku nangis sampai ketiduran pagi-paginya papa ada di sebelah aku ngasih cikinya papa bilang " sayang ini ciki kamu papa beliin lg" padahal aku tau papa gak ada uang (waktu itu kita lg susah) "makasih yah pa" senginget aku itu yang aku ucapin ke papa, waktu itu aku lsg mandi setelah dapet ciki itu, abis pake baju aku mau pergi maen ke rumah temen tapi langkah aku berhenti karena aku denger mama papa lagi ngobrol kata mama "kemaren malem cikinya udah di ambil lg?" papa "udah saya balik lg buat ngambil cikinya kasian mah nangisnya gak berhenti2 semaleman" Yaampun aku baru tau ternyata sesayang itu papa sama aku sampai papa ujan2nan balik lg buat ambil ciki aku.
Aku juga gak akan lupa sewaktu kita lg gak susah papa selalu beliin apa ajah yang aku mau dan apa ajah yang aku minta.
Tapi sekarang papa gak di deket aku gak ada yang bisa meluk aku kalo lagi sakit gak ada yang bisa mainnin rambut aku kalo lg sakit, cuma gitar dari papa yg nemenin aku walau gak bisa menggantikan sesosok papa tapi aku hargain pemberian papa.
Papa semoga papa sehat selalu dan gak lupa sama aku.
I LOVE YOU papa :)